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Name: Charlie
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Interests: horses, drawing, drafting, hanging with my friends, haveing fun...looking for a job
Expertise: little bit of everything!
Occupation: Addiction Worker
Industry: looking for a job....


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Member Since: 9/19/2005

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Currently Reading
The Dragon of Despair (Wolf)
By Jane Lindskold
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Fall Scramble Gameshow!!

   well I still havent found a job...I am looking...honest! When I'm not looking I am on the computer chatting with friends and fooling around on facebook....I find it amazing how many people I have found on that site! like people I havent seen in years!! Anyway...a couple weekends ago my church held the Fall Scramble Gameshow...and I was the host...IMGP8243I looked like the picture below...yeah...Fernando Mcammon was my gamshow host name and my lovely ladies namesIMGP8239 were Daphne and Ginger.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We had lots of fun...the games we played consisted of a scavenger hunt, a guess the candybar name, and a few others. I feel sorry for those people that didnt show up because we had soo much fun!!IMGP8245 Below my sister volunteered for a game where they were given 5 random items and had to make a comercial out of them. They did fairly well.IMGP8249

This is the Scavenger item game. the audience was split into two teams and had a captain come up from each team (the two gentlemen you see standing in front of me). I asked for an item that anyone in the audience might have and the captains had to get it and ring a bell to get a point. The guy in the blue jacket was hilarious...he dove to get the bell almost every time! I swore he almost killed himself a couple times! The man in the brown jacket was slower but often got the bell just before the other guy did and...it was just the funniest thing I have ever seen! I had people stripping to get the points!!IMGP8258

In this game I had teams of three from each team looking for puzzle pieces. They had a piece of paper with clues on it and the clues led them to the pieces. They had to stick their hands into pumkins that still had guts in them, and dunk their heads into buckets to get at the pieces at the bottom, and a bunch of other things! My little brother is the one in the grey shirt...he had troubles because his head was almost too big for the bucket!!IMGP8261 He succeded as you can see!IMGP8264By the end of the show I was exhausted my throat was sore along with my back and feet, the wig itched like nothing ever before so I was extremely happy when the show was over and I could take it off along with the jacket. But I would go through it all agian just to see the smiles and hear the laughter and live through the chaos!

Afterwards we tore down the decorations and cleaned up the place. the following pictures are of us fooling around while cleaning up.IMGP8283

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Baby Jessi with my wig on^   and my dad and Vern fooling around------>

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Mini Me and Little E fooling around in the bathroom.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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My borther and I having a bit of fun!

 

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My dad had to have a turn with the wig!!

 

well thats about it...my night of fun!!


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

There is nothing in chilliwack  workwise. I have searched online and the paper and talked to the ppl at my school...all the jobs are in surrey and vancouver. i am frustrated, and losing hope. I am starting to think God didnt want me to do this. My parents are telling me that i need to be proactive...what they dont understand is that there is nothing here. I have exhausted my resourses and those of my friends. No one is hireing. I am close to just telling them to shut up and listen cuz my explinations are falling on deaf ears. they also want me out of the house as they are selling it and moving into the trailer cuz they have a huge debt to pay. now dad is saying he's worried about me cuz the government will start taking my money if I dont start paying...well they cant take money if I take it out of the bank and close my account....and they cant get to me if I am away off in the middle of nowhere living as a hermit whch is sounding really tempting at the moment. this blog is the only thing I can take my frustrations out on. I would vent on one of my friends but I would have to e-mail vent...and that didnt work well yesturday...I got no response at all. and typing it out doesnt seem to help me much either...I need to talk to someone but there is no one around here I can talk to well there is one but she has her own issues at the moment and hearing mine wont help either of us. my other firends are farther away, and too busy with their own lives...I cant mess that up for them. the only time I feel stress free is when i am with livestock like horses and cows. I forget everything when I am mucking a stall, grooming, tacking, or helping a kid learn how to ride. I have tried exersize...it made me more angry. I tried chores, same thing. I tried journaling, only I see my problems in front of me and feel lke its all impossible. its just all building up inside again with no way to let it lose but those 2 hours 2 days a week where I am stress free and actually smiling and loving what I am doing and when  get home  feel like I can actually face whatever problem i left behind for that little while. then my parents start badgering me again and I can take it for a while then I have to do more destressors. a damned circle is all it is.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

school stress

My classmates had a huge blowout last thursday...and things have been tentatively patched over the whole week has gone by and the room is full of negative energy. I haven't been myself since then. I don't feel safe in that room. I am managing to stay neutral through all of this but it is starting to wear me down considerably. One of my signs of burn out is not caring about certain stuff and I am starting not to care...I have to do something about it but dont know what. I have handed in a report about it to the head personand will meet with him again on monday. over and out.


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Currently Listening
T-r-o-u-b-l-e
By Travis Tritt
T-ro-u-b-l-e
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trying to get a project done...not getting very far! Its due thursday...2 days!! AAAAAAAH! oh well I work better under pressure anyway! I am sooooooo bored right now....class ended at like 11:30 am this morning and I have to wait till 2:00pm to leave....its 1:45pm now...almost time. waaaahahahahahahaaaaaaa. today sucks....its like a monday but on a tuesday! the long weekend threw me off. oh...went to work with dad yesterday in Vancouver. We were in the bad part of the city...in the allies and not far from hastings. it wasnt bad in the morning and early afternoon...but around 4:30 pm the scary people started to pop out of every where!  And the smells...oh my gosh....I faught to keep my lunch from comming up for a visit. the last pole we checked was the worst...needles and garbage all around it...but thats not all right beside it was a pile of crap...it wasnt animal crap either...oh it was nasty! Ithen seeing all these homeless people, druggies and drunks, these are the people I will be helping in a few months...can I handle that? will I be able to face someone like this? you know I made up my mind to help youth ages 13-18...they are easier to talk to and they wont look down on me like some adults would. me turning 20 tomorrow the older people would not listen to me...asking why a kid is giving them advice and telling them what to do...yeah. anyhoo this has been a great time waster!! Over and out.



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